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| hullo bloggy i honestly thought i'd never use you again but i decided to make a comeback since i'm so bored at work anyway haha.
i wonder if anyone even reads this thing anymore man.
but owell doesnt matter.
manymany things have happened(: life is like a soap opera when you have people like whacko church friends,neglected school friends,enthusiastic mothers and army boys.haha!
i think i've become a lot closer to some people since school ended but also kinda drifted from others.i wish i could stick with everybody.
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| my tagboard is back(:
sorry for disappearing so long
so many things have happened i feel so...flooded over
haha does that make sense?
i really dont know what the new year will bring and while i'm excited i'm also a little afraid
loss hurts and you can never have too little hurt
though of course it does do good sometimes
this year i gained so so so much but i also lost some and much of it can bever be retrieved or replaced
i guess thats part of life n you just hafta take it with the good but well its still sad
i'm too sleepy to reflect now
maybe i'll reflect at the beginning of the year ha
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| She'll let you in her house
If you come knockin' late at night
She'll let you in her mouth
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She'll let you deep inside
But there's a secret garden she hides
She'll let you in her car
To go drivin' round
She'll let you into the parts of herself
That'll bring you down
She'll let you in her heart
If you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don't think twice
You've gone a million miles
How far'd you get
To that place where you can't remember
And you can't forget
She'll lead you down a path
There'll be tenderness in the air
She'll let you come just far enough
So you know she's really there
She'll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She's got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away
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| All I want is a room somewhere,
Far away from the cold night air,
With one enormous chair.
Oh, wouldn't it be loverly?
Lots of chocolate for me to eat.
Lots of coal makin' lots of 'eat.
Warm 'ands, warm face, warm feet.
Oh, wouldn't it be loverly?
Oh, so loverly sittin' abso-bloomin-lutely still.
I would never budge 'till spring
Crept over me windowsill.
Someone's 'ead restin' on my knee,
Warm an' tender as 'e can be,
Who takes good care of me.
Oh, wouldn't it be loverly?
Loverly, loverly, loverly, loverly.
(: my favourite song from my fair lady (:
and i really like that show
after As i'm going to watch all of audrey hepburn's films!
the only other one i've watched is breakfast at tiffany's n it was so long ago that i was utterly bored by it.i must've been like 5 when i saw it haha
hmm i think all these oldie shows,n not just hepburn's,are so nice n interesting n well- more solid than hollywood today
i like the sound of music(:
very classic
sigh okay back to my books
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| i miss gliding over the floor,whirling around,surrounded by the music that stirs my heart.
i miss jumping high and feeling free.
i miss spinning and spinning and landing after a perfect turn,triumphant.
i miss the graceful stretching and kickass moves and gritting my teeth with determination and sweating like shit- just to look the way i want to.
i miss knowing exactly whats going on.
i miss feeling beautiful.
and i cant wait for the day when i go back to dance because i want to,to focus completely,wholeheartedly and not worry about anything else thats unrelated.
not to just go cos i need to keep up my attendance,cos my mom's paying for the classes,cos i feel guilty.
but the day when i can finally put my heart n soul back into it n spend some effort on it instead of giving every darn piece of me to my studies =P BLAH
i cant wait til advanced1 is over!
its insanely hard n i just want to stop there and laugh cos its so ridiculously incomprehensible.
she's talkin more french than english,my legs are getting tangled up n i dont know which way to jump!
nah advanced1 is fun cos yoo see interesting,challenging stuff n realise to yor amazement,or maybe horror,what the human body can do.
for me the fun is just going there n throwing myself around trying to look the same as them but to no avail cos i'm like 20times slower haha
i really want my old class back.inter or sth
and i wish we cld perform! so exciting hurhur
owell shall concentrate on tap for the moment
cant have those little people laughing at me no more! (:
school is nice
i miss all the people
i realised i missed sitting in the void deck with the history girls n AA girls n hearing all the stories,news n funny happenings.its so cosy n i'm gonna miss it when i leave school ): even though i'm not really close to every single one of them,i feel happy there,like a nice warm fuzzy bond between us.
i dont like saying goodbye ): | | |
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